Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Where do I draw the lines...

Its interesting but creating this blogg has thrown up a number of personal conflicts, like were do i draw the line what can i put on here what shouldn't I. Do i just post exactly whats on my mind? it would certainly be very liberating but it would piss a lot of people off!! I have no idea really.

Anyway there is change in the air i can feel it, its like the calm before the storm and i feel like a big hand keeps ushering me along, a little like that one out of those old Lottery adverts "move along Luke" its You!!!!! arghh. I've decided I hate change but i've also decided it absolutley necerserry which kinda sux! The problem with change is that unless it gets you closer to where you wanna be or is going to make you happy its pointless. Some people do belive that we as humans run around AVOIDING pain so much that we lose site of creating our own destiny and that if you master your fear of pain and turn it into excitment you can be brave and go after what you want, but maybe there is a comprimise maybe it should be measured change with small steps.

Recently my friend lets call him Grant decided that the life he'd been aiming for for years was a waste of time, this dicision coming just when he was getting a fair degree of success in his chosen direction, he then told me he was moving back home from London to Devon to his old job, to settle down and start a little family.... now thats change!!!

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